Bipolar Chic

Living with Bipolar Disorder

Everything Going Good

It’s been a good week so far. I like my job and I’m happy to be receiving a paycheck.
I feel “levelled out” now, I am used to the Ritalin and not having such extreme mood swings. My mood swings were mainly triggered by the conditions at my husband’s house, and as long as I choose [...]

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Blah

Today I didn’t take my Ritalin, and I spent a good part of the day sleeping. I feel very tired.
But today I felt a very intense love for my husband while I was with him. It was magical, like when we first started dating. It’s this “high” feeling I get when I am with him. [...]

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Promotion

I’ve already been promoted to another position at work and I start next week. It turned out the girl who had been hired for that position quit (the one with bipolar disorder that I mentioned). She didn’t show up to her fourth day of training. I asked them to consider me for that position and [...]

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Missed Medication

I missed my Invega the past two nights, because I stayed at my husband’s house and didn’t have it with me. I actually feel quite good. I am not so tired and do not have the urge to sleep 12-14 hours per day. At this point I am not having mood swings and am in [...]

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My Medications

I thought inquiring minds would like to know about all the medications I’ve been on and how they worked, and what the side effects were.
Antidepressants:
Prozac – helped my depression but sent me into a hypomanic state with aggression when dosage was increased.
Zoloft – seemed to work fine in my early 20s, but made me sleepy. [...]

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Medication Update

I missed my dose of Invega on Saturday night because I stayed with my husband and forgot to bring my meds with me. I stopped by the house before going to the flea market Sunday morning and went ahead and took my Ritalin and my birth control pill. I also am now taking Claritin daily [...]

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Ritalin Experience

Ritalin isn’t as good as Concerta. I’m on extended release, but it’s still wearing off after about 5 hours and then I feel tired again. I am thinking of splitting it in half, taking one half in the morning and one at noon like my son does with his Adderoll.
Still annoyed with husband. We talked [...]

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Switched to Ritalin Today

I had to switch to Ritalin because I couldn’t afford to continue to take Concerta. I don’t think I can afford Ritalin either, because the prescription cost $36.00. I know that doesn’t sound like much, but it’s a lot for me since I’m not working yet.
I’m on 20 mg and I feel quite nervous right [...]

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