Bipolar Chic

Living with Bipolar Disorder

Feeling Better

I slept 11 hours last night, and now I feel okay. Why do I need so much sleep?

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Been Away from My Computer

I’ve been away from my computer for a while, that’s why I haven’t posted anything. I’ll have internet again soon, and I’ll be posting an update in the next few weeks. If your comment doesn’t get approved right away, that is why.

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My Ex is a Douchebag

(Also posted at celebrateyourfreedom.com
I spent nearly ten years of my life with my ex-husband. And he made me absolutely miserable. He had the power to crush me with just his words. Sex was hell with him, because he enjoyed hurting me during the act. He destroyed my self-esteem, and made me insane. When I left [...]

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Anger is Gone

I’ve realized recently that my anger is gone. I used to be very angry. I would sit and stew about all the bad things people have done to me over the years and I’d get myself really worked up over it. So worked up, sometimes I had difficulty focusing on tasks. Once I punched the [...]

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I think my husband is mad at me

My husband finally got his yard cleaned up – right on time. Yesterday he had court and they dismissed the case. YAY!
But now the city is on his case about his house. They want to inspect it to make sure it is suitable for living. It isn’t suitable for living, so he’s been blowing them [...]

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Business Prospect

There has been talk lately of me buying my old boss’ caregiving business, the one I used to work for. She’s selling it for $5,000. My brother would loan me the money if he liked the business, but he doesn’t. He wasn’t happy with the numbers.
Here are the numbers: She made $37,000 in 2007, $35,000 [...]

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Not Happy With My Life

I’m not happy with my life right now. I need a new place to live, and I need a new job.
My old boss is selling her business for $5,000 and I want to buy it, if I can get the money.

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The Fog Has Lifted

I feel better now that I’ve decreased the Invega, after only a day! So it WAS the Invega. My friends and family are noticing the difference too. They say I am back to my old self. YAY!
I am glad because now I don’t have to worry so much about how I am acting and if [...]

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Feeling a little better

Boy, I was upset tonight! I cried and everything!
I realized I have only been in this position for a month or so, and I’m going to make mistakes when I’m new. And one of the mistakes I made was because I wasn’t adequately trained in that area; I didn’t know. And the other one was [...]

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Why?

Why does life always have to be such a struggle?
Sometimes it is a struggle just to get through the day.
I am really struggling right now because my car is indisposed and work is sucking.
The only thing that’s right with my life is my relationship with my husband. At least I found a good man finally.
But [...]

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