Anger is Gone
I’ve realized recently that my anger is gone. I used to be very angry. I would sit and stew about all the bad things people have done to me over the years and I’d get myself really worked up over it. So worked up, sometimes I had difficulty focusing on tasks. Once I punched the walls until my knuckles bled.
But that’s gone now. I’m just not angry anymore. Sometimes I get annoyed, but that’s not the same thing as angry. And I get over it fairly quickly.
There are three possible reasons that I no longer have anger:
1) The medication is working, and made me stop feeling angry.
2) My love I get from my husband has healed my wounds.
3) God has healed my wounds and cured my anger.
I’m not sure what the reason is for my anger going away but I tell you, this is a much better way to live!
BTW, I finished New Moon today. It wasn’t as good as Twilight but it held my interest just the same. I cried a lot through this book, it was sad, Bella living without Edward. I can’t wait to read the rest of the series, I’m DYING to find out if Bella becomes a vampire. Though I suspect she won’t become one until the end of the last book, Edward will drag this thing out.
